Monday, October 31, 2011

I'm gonna build up my own college

This situation is just getting more disgusting. i hate being moderated by some poor mentally people. i dont think any one of college heads deserve the place they are. i'm not afraid of saying this because i'm sure it's true. no one is doing his/her job responsibly. do they even know what information technology is and what software engineering is and what programming is? what they should/shouldn't do or say? they don't know when the hell to do/say anything. i hate it. i hate this college including myself. i hate everything. i'm going to build my own college with my own rules and regulations. no one will violates what i say to be done. no one will even be able to say anything before my permission. no one!
*very very mad*

peace~ ..? No, war!

Monday, October 24, 2011

Orkut!

It's google related website for social networking. http://www.orkut.com/ basically it is a fair site for communicating and social activities.
i don't know if it's worth switching from facebook/twitter to orkut and am not a big fan of social websites but i made me a page on google's one =P

peace and all good stuff~

=)

Friday, October 21, 2011

how am i supposed to move on?

three weeks earlier
well, the story is as follows:
i spent A LOT of time trying to solve a problem with C
if learning programming requires practicing
how am i supposed to improve my programming skills if i can't solve some kind of impossible-solution-looking problems??
within the time i was practicing, there was a problem which looked at the beginning so hard to got it and also there were some following problems related to that one and they looked much much much harder.
the thing is that i couldn't till now solve that damn problem
how am i supposed to learn if nothing seems as normal as programming >.<
and how am i supposed to move on if i'm stuck for almost a month and half still trying to solve that issue?
i'm really confused
and this really depressed me that i'm starting to hate the whole programming thing if i couldn't move a little single step forward.

any suggestions/strategies to follow??
or am i just a stupid person and not made for programming. *Whisper* i'm really scared of being that >.<

sometimes it really gets so hard to figure it out
and makes me feel im totally stuck and can't go any longer
when should i worry about my improvement way and when shouldn't i?
there must be some points. i can't make sure that i'm on the right track
i don't want to fail solving a problem which i already passed the level of.
it feels bad. i experienced that many times
don't feel like skipping any problems facing me to be sure that i'm doing well
=(

Wednesday, October 19, 2011

stupid HCT stupid Omantel stupid life

STUPID HCT?? LOOONG STORY....... STUPID OMANTEL??? WHAT THE HELL IS THAT 24 HOURS 1 GB SERVICE?!!??! GROW UP DEAR OMANTEL.....STUPID LIFE, GOTTA GO TO SLEEP, I'M DONE!!! POSTING OVER PHONE..AND I AM VERY MAD AT THE MOMENT...SWEET DREAMS!